Mad Dog Madson

Am I the only Phillies fan who clutches his heart when Ryan Madson enters the game in a crucial situation?

I know the numbers, and I've seen the development over the past four years; but still, when he walks to the mound with the game on the line, I feel like Mesa is closing games all over again. And when he finally leaves the mound (typically having done his job effectively), I wipe the sweat from my brow.